Bobby-Lindsey-Boston-Baby Beck

So we've got less then 45 days left and I'm not too sure how I feel! I'm so dang excited for this little one to grace us with her presence but I'm also terrified of how the adjustment will be. I am NOT ready... But SO ready at the same time... It's a weird feeling. I've already been having extremely painful contractions since Sunday. (This is why I'm awake at 3 in the morning!) Sometimes they are regular... Sometimes they aren't. Plus LOTS of "pressure?" I'm not the type of person to run to the hospital or to call my doctor over something that I feel like he'll say is just fine. So I put it all off until they half way go away! It drives Bobby nuts! As miserable as I have been, this pregnancy has FLOWN by! I can't even believe that we have a month and a half left. I feel like over the last few weeks I've ballooned into a beast! haha. But at least I no longer get the, "is she pregnant or just fat?" looks!

As for Boston and I? We spend a lot of time at the park! No... Really! A LOT! I feel like I'm there more then I am home sometimes. But it's good to get him outside before it gets too cold and we don't have any other choice but to stay home! He is growing up wayyyy too fast. Everyday he is learning something new and everyday he looks more and more grown up. It's crazy how much he's changed in the last year! I can't believe he will be 2 in just a few weeks. Yesterday we made the transition to... a FULL size bed! The first time he slept in it was for nap time and he struggled... In fact, I found him sleeping on the floor and had to move him to the bed! But for bedtime, he loved that Bobby and I could sit in bed with him and read him a book! After that he just went right to bed. There are still a couple things I need to do to the bed. (It was mine in high school!) But for now it will work! :)

Bobby is doing the school thing... And I don't see him much except for a couple hours before and after Boston's bedtime and on the weekends. He can't focus here, so he spends all of his study time up on campus! This week I will see him even less because he is also playing competitive baseball. We are praying this baby will come on a weekend or at night, like Boston. With 19 credits I don't want Bobby to miss ANY class! It's a good thing he's such an awesome husband though! :) I don't think anyone else would be able to put up with all of my complaining! Sometimes I feel like it's all I do... But Bobby just listens. I guess that's it for now... Here are a few pictures of Boston... They make every blog post better!