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Thursday, July 29, 2010

my wonderful husband. i miss you! =[

i miss him.
he's my eternal companion.
and i hope i never have to be without him for 2 weeks again!
in 1 week i will have my AMAZING husband to cuddle with.
to eat dinner with.
to stare at.
to love on.
to watch play with boston.
to play games with.
to talk to. (in person)
to play "whose right" with.
to sleep next to. (i haven't gotten to sleep till late cuz he's not in bed with me!)
best of all to BE with!
gosh i love him!
i love him more than words can even express!
i think about the times we argue. (not too often!)
and i can't imagine my life without those "stupid" little arguments.
i imagine when i get to see him again.
it makes me cry a little.
i can't wait to give him the biggest hug ever!
todays been hard on me, i miss him.
i've cried multiple times because i just miss him soo much!
i think about seeing him in a week and i get MAJOR butterflies.
i'm nervous!
i love that i get butterflies.
after almost 2 years of marriage he can still do that to me!
even when he's coming home from work.
i get anxious.
i get nervous.
things are rarely ever perfect.
and rarely go the way i plan.
but i still can't wait for that *kisss* that i get when he walks in the door.
man, i love him!
he does soooo much for us!
i would NOT be who i am today without him.
i just miss him.
it's probably good for anyones marriage to be away from each other for at least a little bit.
it definitely makes me so much more grateful and appreciative of the time i get to spend with him.

Dear Bobby,
i love you! you are the person i was meant to be with! i get to spend eternity with you and i am so excited! i love the way you love me. the way you love boston. the way you would do anything to help someone out! you are the least selfish person i know. and you are such a people person! i love that people are drawn to your personality. you know how to make anyone feel good. i am always asking myself why and how i got so lucky!? your the best thing that has ever happened to me! you have come in and out and into my life at all the right times. when i needed you, you were there. i made our engagement (in other words) hell. and for that i am SO sorry! life was hard. but you stuck by me. loving me. as if i were still perfect. i should spend the rest of my life in debt to you. you saved me! i was stuck in a place that i knew no good could come from. it's like i was in quicksand and you pulled me out. i know i should be a better wife, mother, person... and from this day on, i will try harder. because you deserve the best in the world! i love you, bobby! forever and always!

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